Heart on the Outside

I've heard a quote that goes a little something like this:

Having children is choosing to walk around with your heart on the outside.

True Story.

The girls started "school" today.  It's a sweet, little Mother's Day Out program at a nearby church.  Kate was so excited, and didn't even know when I left.  I had to peel Lauren off my leg and leave her crying.  It made me remember that feeling...and it's a terrible feeling.  

I can force myself to be social, and given a few drinks, I can be the life of the party...BUT, I really don't like new social situations, and can be pretty shy.  Little Lu is a little like her Momma.

They have each other.  It's only two days a week.  I get to spend some quality time with Jack.  They are learning about Jesus.

It still feels like my heart is on the outside...

Love, 

Momma

P.S. I've already called and checked on them...they were outside playing and having fun.  Lu only cried for a couple of minutes, and Kate is accident free!  This may become a really good thing!!!